you probably are as distraught, frightened, and even hopeless as I am. (In case you don't remember, a certain poster, long absent, complained that Rachel "smirked.") I have never seen her smirk, but I have noticed how disturbed and sad her expressions are as things approach the catastrophic, locally and globally.
When we desperately need daily reports from the CDC, who basically have disappeared; standard procedures regarding re-opening of states, counties, cities; and leadership, leadership, leadership; we are flailing about in confusion due to the complete lack of any of these.
To have the creature occupying the Oval Office now is the perfect storm.